Monday 31 March 2008

My computer is going so god-damn slow...it even refuses to let me watch videos on YouTube.

Maybe it's just telling me to get on with my work and not get distracted.

Pfft. Curse you, YouTube. Let me watch my videos peacefully-lah! I want to see the flyboys' chest bump!

Grrr...


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Anyhow, Chelsea have to thank the goalpost for saving their asses. Not once...but THREE times.

There were some points of the game that made me laugh like crazy.

I'm sorry, I find little things like that nasty bump on Riccy's forehead quite amusing. And how Riccy and Didi were always with each other when the other was injured. It was all too cute for words, so I laughed.

Lampsy...WTF, are you still sick? The team looked so lost without you. Get well soon.

Bleh. So much for my team. Oi, don't play like this against Fenerbahce okay? I will throw stones at you when you come to KL in July if you play like rubbish. I mean it!

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And the sheep in the visualization of my RealPlayer is so cute. Hahaha!

I told you I find little things like this amusing.

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OKAY, I HAVE SEEN THE CHEST BUMP!!! ♥♥♥

THANK YOU YOUTUBE!!! I SWEAR I LOVE YOU MORE THAN MSN for just today!

*jumps around and squeals*

I haven't had a good squeal in ages. Have I been grumpy THAT long?

Sorry everyone.



Oh and Billy Blood, I ♥ you so very much for being utterly silly. I swear to God, you're insane and freaking hilarious.


Currently listening to:
A Day in the Life (Studio Version) - Michael Johns.

I love to turn you on...

One-half of the flyboys I love.

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Sunday 30 March 2008

Second place has never carried me home.

I am not exactly feeling better...but I feel way better compared to what I was feeling on Thursday.

Thursday was the lowest point I've ever hit. I've even come to a brilliant conclusion that I have tear ducts as powerful as David Cook's voice. Don't laugh, okay, it's a fact. Have you NOT heard the man's take on Billie Jean? You better listen to the studio version of it. Copy of Chris Cornell or not, you decide. I think they're both brilliant.

I was actually feeling very upset and even when my friends were trying to pull my leg, I was annoyed. I was having a shitty day already and I didn't need that. It made my mood go sour and I spent the whole night crying. I never knew anyone could cry that much in a day.

It all started with the father being annoyed at the fact I had to change my schedule again, claiming I was always like this and that I robbed him of getting his things done.

I started yelling at the mother, saying I wanted to quit college and asked her to find me a husband to marry.


Yes, boy, if you're proposing to me with that cupcake, I accept.

I mean, I am at the mercy of my group mates and my parents. I am stuck in the middle and always I don't know what to do when I am caught in this situation. I wished he would just see it from my viewpoint instead of just jumping the gun (he actually thought I went out with my friends somewhere when I told him to pick me up at 2 when I actually had to do my review).


On Friday, I apologised to the mother but she apologised saying it's her fault. I cried again. After my mock presentation (of which we shall not talk about), I could've sworn I was going to cry again. I think I did.

After that, I met up with my lecturer cousin and told him about what happened on Thursday. I can safely tell you that after that talk, I felt relieved and can understand it from another person's viewpoint. But some part of me still wants the father to just hear me out even if he is annoyed.

"He can forgo everything else for you. You are his main concern. You mean the world to him"

Eh, tell me...don't you feel like crying when you hear that? I was going to, I felt the tears in my eyes. I know the father means well and loves me, I just want him to not quickly jump to conclusions and all.

It's true when people say "to the world you're just someone, but to someone you're the world".

And another interesting point to add:
Old people haven't changed much, only they have lesser tolerance towards things.

Oh yeah, that is so true.



I sometimes wished he'd stop comparing me to the brother. Yes, he is a genius and has awesome Maths skills and has three majors and all that. I am different. Stop worrying if I get Cs or Ds please.

Okay, he can worry about me when I get Ds, but my point is...if the brother did Psychology and got As and Bs, while I got Cs and Ds, then you can worry. These are two different things were talking about here. Actuarial science is a linear course, one thing leads to another.

I guess I will only get it when I become a parent. I care about the parents a great deal. It's just that I feel like a need a bit more breathing space than I already have right now.

We're all greedy little things, aren't we? We're given an inch, but we want a mile.

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This silver leaves me burning for gold.

I heard that line and thought of my parents.

According to the father, the meaning of his name before he converted was 'a jewel' and we always say his surname was similar to 'silver'.

The mother's name is Mas (this is not her full name, I don't want to be found out here again) which is 'gold' (actually the Malay word for gold is 'emas', so that's why she's gold).

I wonder if the father ever felt this way about the mother. I know he's never heard of this song (neither have most of you) but it makes me wonder.

Last night during the prayers, we were talking about how they met and all other old stories. It made me smile on the inside when they began mentioning about how they were the 'silver' and 'gold' to each other.

Because as far as I know, I know he feels THAT way for her. He meant every word, almost reminiscent to the song.

I'm making this their theme song.


The week's over. Bed...you have no idea how much I've missed you.


Currently listening to:
Silver - David Cook.

I'm miserable without you, you know.

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Thursday 27 March 2008

I can't explain why it's not enough.

I give up.

I give up.

I give up.



On life. On everything (I thought) I believe in. On everyone. On myself.


I just give up.



I'm sorry, I am not sure when I will be back to make you laugh over stupid things I say or do or make.


Just don't expect me to be back anytime soon.


Who knows, I might even give this up as well.

Wednesday 26 March 2008

So take my strong advice.

I swear, this is freaky.

Last Thursday.
"Eh, you know what song I think David Cook will sing next week?"
"What?"
"Beat It"
"WTF"
"Serious ah?"
"Hell yeah"
"Why?"
"He sounds like Patrick Stump and he did the cover recently what?"
"I don't think so, that song wasn't released in 1982. The album was, but the song wasn't"
"Oh well, I think it's between Beat It and Billie Jean...I have a feeling so strong it's going to be something from Michael Jackson"
"Anything but Eye of the Tiger is okay"
"I second that"

And at sharp 6PM today, I went to the LJ community and saw that he sang Billie Jean (I downloaded it before I saw the performance on TV...goodness I had goosebumps!).

0_0

Woman ah, are you psychic? If you are, tell me what's the lucky number? I want to go and buy lottery.


But dear God, he was AWESOME, as awesome as Ryan Star when he did Enjoy the Silence and Back of Your Car!


And for the record, Michael Johns is BACK! I love to turn you on.

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Today, while waiting to go home, I sat by the stairs and turned Nicky on and cried a little.

I wasn't supposed to, but I needed the tears.

I can imagine what you will say to me if I was right in front of you, in tears.
"Eh, you're better than that, stronger than that, wiser than that...so what's the deal with the tears?"
"I say I love your bacon and eggs also you're still crying ah? Do you want me to tell you I love your 'miang' face next?"

Sorry-lah, I know I'm strong and all, but sometimes you need a good cry to make you feel somewhat human.

I was a little grumpy as well, for no apparent reason, which wasn't a good thing.

I need the strength but I feel defeated and tired every day.

Oh no...

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Don't go around breaking young girls' hearts...

Sorry, the song is stuck in my head. I remember how much I loved the original version. My parents used to make me listen to Michael Jackson's songs and play his videos to keep me quiet. I grew up in that MJ era, I was one of those kids.

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I am so thankful I'm blessed with such understanding friends. Thank you =)

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I'm being a night skipper again, skipping sleep for the umpteenth time already.


You're so fucking special, yes you are.

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Tuesday 25 March 2008

You're no superstar.

Warning: Not advisable for little children and for the faint-hearted due to excessive amount of swear words. My mood has all gone bad. I need some peace of mind-lah, leave me alone.

CJ says:
hey
CJ says:
how've you been?

Are you waiting for something?
‘Cuz there’s a tension in the air
Something unresolved
I can smell it in your hair

(What do you want me to say? "Oh I can't live without you, take me back!". Fuck you, shithead.)

So step down, look around
You can leave it all behind
Never hear another sound
Say you’re holding onto someone
That will never show you the same

CJ says:
i'm doing okay. xxxx is fine too.
CJ says:
how's things back there? hope they're all good.
CJ says:
i missed you. i really have.
CJ says:
=(

So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say
Just crumble it all
And throw it away
We’re just wasting time
We’re taking up space
So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say to you
(Just do me a favour, you ass. Leave me alone. Enough of your sugar-coated words that mean nothing to me anymore. It wasn't easy to patch the broken heart only for you to fucking break it again!)


CJ says:
i'm sorry you found out from someone else. would've told you.
CJ says:
but i was waiting for the right time.
CJ says:
timing was all bad.
CJ says:
i do care about you, you know.

Are you breathing for nothing?
‘Cause there’s a vision in my eye
Something unresolved
I swear it feels like this could die
(Fuck you-lah. Timing, my ass. You had all the time in the world. Everyone says they have no time, I am up til fucking 3AM. You could've told me then! And you care...yeah, you do. I'm sure you say that to everyone)

CJ says:
i am so sorry for what happened.
CJ says:
i hope we can still stay as friends.

I can see, to a degree
A broken back is only something
If you did it saving me
So you’re holding onto nothing
And it’s showing all over your face
(Look here. You cheated on me, you lying waste of space. I am obviously hurt, I have no intentions of staying friends with you, I don't give a shit if you're my best friend's boyfriend's best friend. You will break me again. They always do)


CJ says:
say something...why are you so quiet?
CJ says:
you know what, fuck this shit. i try to be apologetic and nice and all, but obviously it's not working. so yeah to hell with you.

So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say
Just crumble it all
And throw it away
We’re just wasting time
We’re taking up space
So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say to you
To you
(Oh lo...haven't you heard the phrase "hell hath no fury like a Chelsea fan scorned"? I'm guessing not. You're no superstar. I am)

you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
oh you so picked the wrong day to mess with me, you shithead. now you're gonna hear me rant.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN IF YOU STILL CARE BECAUSE QUITE FRANKLY I DON'T.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
I AM FINE SO DON'T BOTHER ASKING. I DON'T CARE HOW THE BOTH OF YOU ARE BECAUSE I GAVE UP ON CARING ABOUT YOU FOR A LONG TIME.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
I COULDN'T BE BOTHERED TO KNOW WHETHER YOU MISSED ME BECAUSE I DON'T. I DON'T REQUEST YOUR FUCKING SYMPATHY BECAUSE I AM NOT ONE WHO NEEDS IT. YOU NEED IT MORE THAN I DO.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
DON'T BE SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED. I KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN SOONER OR LATER.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
I HAVE NO INTENTIONS OF BEING FRIENDS WITH YOU SO YOU CAN JUST GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE AND LET ME LIVE IN PEACE.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
DON'T WASTE MY TIME WITH YOUR PETTY EXPLANATIONS. GO SAVE YOUR SCRIPT TO SOMEONE ELSE. I DON'T NEED IT.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
FUCK YOU AND MAY YOU ROT IN HELL FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE NOT ONLY TO ME BUT TO EVERYONE ELSE.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
i'm done ranting. don't say a word that i wouldn't say to you.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
fuck you very much. have a nice day.
*goes offline*

So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say
Just crumble it all
And throw it away
We’re just wasting time
We’re taking up space
So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say to you
That I wouldn’t say to you
That I wouldn’t say to you
(I've done it. I am not proud for the swearing but I did it because I was mad. Plus I am burdened by lots of work, you're the last thing I need to worry about, so don't waste my time with explanations)

Hell hath no fury like a Chelsea fan scorned.


I'm sorry for using this song for such a BAD purpose. I feel lousy and miserable, it makes me sick to the bone.


I can cry, yes?

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You may be a lover, but you ain't no dancer.

Updates.

I nearly lost my Arjen yesterday. So to the honest soul who did the right thing by handing it to the BPsych admins, thank you so very much. Losing my Arjen is like losing my right arm. Ironically, I told the mother that I am so dependent on my PC and Arjen, and that I might not be able to function properly if anything happened to them an hour before this happened.


I adore my Scouser because "Scrambled eggs, oh baby how I love your legs" and "Ferrari engine. Good night". You know I love you despite your stupid ramblings after you just got out of bed.


I had my Abnormal Psych poster defense today and my God, I felt so stoned when the lecturer was asking us questions. I practically froze there but I think I did okay. That's what I think, not what my lecturer thinks.


I met mate today and gave her the present and two handmade Man U kit-inspired bookmarks (I am not creative, just attempted to try something new for a change). Hope you like them, okay? And sorry I ruined your Ronnie...like I said I am not so creative. It wasn't on purpose, okay?


I made the bookmarks this morning while transferring songs for Bernice into her thumbdrive, printing my presentation notes and packing my things for class. Certified multi-tasker.


I got wet in the rain. What is wrong with the weather? Is God still mourning over Liverpool's loss? We have come to a conclusion that God is a Liverpool fan and because they lost, it's been raining the last few days.


Random funny picture. Everyone is just so happy that they finally have a picture of me sleeping. Hahaha. I need a god-damn haircut!

3 assignments down, 1 to go. I really have to get cracking now.



Oh, there will be a song entry later. Not something pretty, I swear. It involves a lot of swearing and mostly what happened just now. This is such a nice entry, I don't want to spoil it by swearing because of my foul mood.


It's Jason Castro's birthday today. He's 21! Happy birthday Dreads! Scouser thinks he's so cute.


"Don't go offline first!"
"Why?"
"I've got a song for you...Fleetwood Mac's Gypsy"
"It suits you...and it's for your blog as well"

Thanks a lot, boy. It's up there in the header part, check it out. I love that song.


Currently listening to:
Creep - Axium.

You're so fucking special, yes you are.

Eh, this is a different matter altogether because he sounds so adorable when he swears. Swear to God, damn cute okay?

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Monday 24 March 2008

In my dreams I kissed your lips a thousand times...

Yeah, yeah. I know what you're going to say. It's just like that time I was madly obsessed with Ryan Star. It's just a phase, you say.

I say "Shut up".

Doesn't this remind you of some people? =p

Make fun of me and you won't get your (HEAVY) dose of curry laksa and his version of 'Creep'.

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God, I am sorry for yelling at you for making the rain to pour while I was doing my assignment and causing the blackout before I could have saved the file.

But why oh why God, did you bless me with so many Liverpool fans as friends? Is this a punishment for questioning your doings or blessings?

And why God did you make the ManUre win with such a HUGE scoreline?

Now I have too many souls to comfort and feed.

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I really need to learn to shut up sometimes.

"If Kimi wins, ManUre will win"

I spoke too soon.

And Lewis, I love you.

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Dear Didier Drogba,

You know when I put you as my number 25 in that list I did last year, I knew I wasn't wrong or crazy.


I love you. Thank you for making me learn to believe again.



I think my heart stopped a few times during the match, and when he scored the two goals, I got too happy and cried.

-.-

Let's just say I got a wee bit nostalgic as well. It reminded me so much of the Carling Cup final (minus the whole JT being kicked in the face and nearly dying part). And I miss Jose =(


AND OH MY GOD! IS GORDON RAMSAY A CHELSEA FAN???

*screams*

Okay-lah let me be happy a bit, can? I think he's hot. Hahaha. Like I said, men who can cook are sexy. And he's no exception.


*****
After Saturday, I am going to be lazy and slack a bit.

Which at the present moment, seems a little impossible. I woke up at 7:00AM today instead of 8:30.

Oh dear...my waking habits are disturbed. TERRIBLY.


Currently listening to:
Michelle - Jason Castro.

I love you, I love you, I love you!

Dreads. Hahaha, reminds me of you, you know? Smile a bit, okay? I'm going to take you out later to eat, so cheer up. Plus I'm sending you 'Creep' okay =)

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Sunday 23 March 2008

She's a big teaser, that night-skipper.

I was up at 7:26AM, when I was supposed to be up in another 34 minutes.

I wonder how is it that after a late night like yesterday, some people have the ability to wake up early.

It makes you wonder why in the world do you need a Spongebob Squarepants theme song to wake you up at the certain time you're supposed to be out of bed.


The left leg hurts still but not as much as before.


It's already 10:30AM and I have work to do.

Oh yeah, bring it on, rockstar. Wake the dead souls.


Including this one.

Currently listening to:
Stitches - David Cook.

Stitch me up and bleed me out.


Let it wash away...

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Saturday 22 March 2008

This is a callout.


Where do you draw the line...


between arrogance and confidence?

between passion and obsession?

between white lies and lies?

between normal and abnormal?

between invasion of privacy and freedom of speech?

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I had a good 12-hour sleep. 9.30PM to 9.30AM. Yes, I know, sleeping at 9:30PM is something REALLY unusual by my standards.

Yes, God, thank you for making me sleep well with no interruptions.

After the madness of yesterday, with all the running arounds to banks and everywhere else, and the fact I fell asleep during my beauty trip (even when my pregnant beautician asked me how was the treatment, all I could say was 'good' because I fell asleep), it was definitely enough to make a girl like me tired.


Oh yeah, I won a free T-shirt for knowing my F1 team. Hahaha, see...it pays to know your team, okay?


But it's a little too big for me, it's an L, okay? Oh well, it's good sleepwear =p



That's as close as I can get to his autograph =(

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Sometimes I feel like the mother knows me too much.

"You know that week I had exams right, I went to study in the reading room. So I took the lift. While waiting, there was this guy and his girlfriend. The guy was touching her face and all that stuff, and the girl kept shoving his hands away and walked away. And the guy kept on doing that, hugging her. They were still doing it in the lift, the girl was ignoring him-lah"
"Then you looked at them with that face and they stopped, right?"
"I just looked up from my textbook because it was getting on my nerves a little...and the guy just stopped"
"You're horrible"

I have slight issues with boyfriend-girlfriend getting all too touchy-feely in public. The customary hugs or quick/stolen kisses are okay, I have no issues with them. But when it gets a little too much, I have a tendency to stare a little and ignore them.

But then, the mother says I have a 'face' which marks my extreme annoyance at PDAs.

I never knew I had so many faces. I know I have one.

This is the only face I wear out to the world.


SUPER SUNDAY!


Currently listening to:
AC - Axium.

I'd take your place in a heartbeat.

Yeesh, I blame you. Now I am hooked =)
Can't wait for later, missed you heaps (I know I saw you yesterday and all, but we need to talk more!) .

And the mother is so cute. She just turned the radio on and now she's singing along to Blue's One Love. Hahaha. Thank God the father isn't at home. The other day he was complaining about her. "Don't know what's wrong with her...the whole day she was singing!". Uncle ah, you're just jealous you can't sing. Silly people.

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Friday 21 March 2008

I was a name across your lips.

That is one awesome line, I tell you. It reminds me of what the last 2 months meant to me.

Happy belated birthday, mate! I would've blogged earlier but my PC decided to be a bitch again and be slow.


Honey, it's "day tripper", not "gay stripper". You've got too much wax in your ears, I tell you.


No amount of "EEEEEEE...SO GOD-DAMN CUTE!!!" or "DAMN, I WANT TO LICK THE TV SCREEN!!" can change the fact you three called me a four-eyed raccoon.

And how cute is Jason Castro for not knowing 'my belle' is French? He's just as silly and adorable as you.

Randomly, after I did my usual sudoku puzzles (I got stuck on one puzzle), I decided to do a bit of a crossword puzzle. And surprisingly I did good on my first attempt.
"Oh My God, your kids will be nerds, I tell you!"

Eh, there is nothing wrong with nerdy kids. They're adorable and pretty hot, mind you. Hahaha.

I am so tired. I think half of my brain cells are dead. Sad but true.

I am in dire need of sleep. I thought I could get at least 8 hours of sleep since I slept at 2:30 yesterday morning. I woke up at 5, in pain and in tears. There was this sharp pain in my left leg, I couldn't even walk or get up. I just rolled around and cried in agony. Then I went back to sleep, and woke up at 8 because the pain came back again. Bloody unbearable.

Maybe they're right. I deserve to be called a four-eyed raccoon.

I need sleep...I'm so tired, but there's something in me that even when I sleep at an ungodly hour, I will wake up early and I won't even take an afternoon nap.


I'm no longer the sleeping beauty =(


I'm off to bed.

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Wednesday 19 March 2008

We're close to finding truth.

Sigh...this weather makes me want to crank Ryan Star on my radio so loud, people would like to poke me all over the place.


I had a strong urge to lick the TV screen earlier, but with a little help from my friends, I was restrained from doing so. I have bad friends. Pfft. I couldn't help squealing in front of the TV today. I am feeling so silly and giddy right now.


I just had so much fun at 6PM with my constants, despite only having 3 hours of sleep in the morning.
"Eh, I owe you money, yes!"
"She's awake now"
"I still can't understand how anyone can get by with 3 hours of sleep...I'd probably faint after a few hours"

Fatigue? It's all in the mind, you need to push beyond your limits to stay awake.


I had a bad, bad, bad day today. I dropped my phone and almost everything broke.
"Fuck you, Arjen!" I yelled in anger. I know, it's my fault and I'm scolding him. I'm a bad owner.

To cheer myself up, I had cupcakes. Eh, can't wait to see you this weekend-lah. Cupcakes, cham, 'cook', cheesecakes and coffee. Whee!

I even had an apple today! I am quite happy when I get to munch on an apple. Someone said you all should buy lotteries because I have renewed my love for fruits, which is unusual.

Other than that, I have NEW earphones. My ears are alive, with the sound of music...


I can't seem to find my stupid Will Young CDs! I know no one in my house listens to him (I don't either, but I have been forced to by a certain person I have for a friend) so there's no excuse for anyone to take them from my room.

Maybe I threw them away.


0_0


Good riddance to bad rubbish, eh? =p


I think I better get going. I haven't been in the best of moods of late. I'll come back to entertain you once I feel better.

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Monday 17 March 2008

You want a piece of me?

"You look like a raccoon"

It's quite scary when your friends notice random things about you especially when you try to hide it.

I am surprised at the fact of how awake I am right now. I went to sleep at 5 on Sunday morning and I woke up four hours later at 9.

"Eh, you're up so early! Buy lottery!"
I have horrible friends.

And yes, I love Lewis Hamilton.

I swear when they were hugging each other before they went up the podium, I was going "EEEEEE, SO CUTE!". I love how genuinely happy they were for each other despite racing for different teams and all. Nico is so adorable, I tell you.

And after I watched hot boys and fast cars, I switched my attention to hot, burly men with good left feet.

I watched rugby-lah, stupid.

They played so well, as compared to the matches against Scotland, Italy and Wales. I was impressed at how Danny Cipriani played. He proved himself worthy of that number 10 shirt, though Jonny Wilkinson will always be my number 10. Hahaha.


Eejit said this pic is obscene. Hahaha!


Jamie Noon, man-of-the-match. The tackle monster. Hahahaha.



Aack!!! Pretty boy! He's on for not even 5 minutes for a blood replacement for Paul Sackey and he scores a try! And then he goes back to the bench. Haha.


I love this pic. Lesley Vainikolo carrying him made me smile like a monkey high on bananas. Damn cute until can die.


So happy together...

They make me so happy.

And this is just so adorable.
Fellow try-scorer and Falcons star Tait added: “I was only on the field for about five minutes as a blood replacement and I’ve never been in that situation when you score and then get taken back off.

“I was getting stick off the bench when I came off and I’m sure I’ll get it from Paul Sackey for stealing his try. It was nice to get over and for us to put on a better performance.

“Having started five games in a row at the World Cup to go to coming off the bench was difficult but you’ve got to get on with it and do what you can do.

“If I had the answer to why we’ve been so inconsistent, I’d be a very rich man. It’s been frustrating for us to beat France and Ireland, two of the top sides, and then to lose to Scotland. Credit to everyone involved that we’ve managed to turn it round.”


I am definitely going to miss my fix of rugby matches now =(


And how many of you think this statement is very obscene?
Frank Lampard, cheered on by John Terry, who christened the midfielder 'Goldenballs' after his four-goal effort in midweek, also went close, but didn't manage to strike lucky.


Really, really not wanting to say or know anything about that.

Shall not be updating soon, unless something interesting happens.
I'll be busy with life, which in short, means my assignments. Life = assignments.


Nah, sexy guitar vandal wanted to say "Be good while she's away".


P/S: I'm honestly surprised at how early I wake up despite sleeping late, I slept at 2 this morning and woke up at 7. My sleeping hours have gone wonky now =/

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Sunday 16 March 2008

Ah, look at all the lonely people.


If something's not meant to be fixed, just leave it alone.


Even if it's a fancy guitar.


*faints*

Or a dying heart.


Don't try to fix it. It's meant to be that way.


Nothing's gonna change my world...even if things begin to break you or me, I will be here.

*****
Danny Cipriani and Mathew Tait, you know how much I love you both. I am so insanely proud and happy, despite the fact I couldn't watch the match because other people were busy watching Liverpool play Reading =( Show that Brian Ashton he's wrong!

Can't wait to see the repeat.


And JT...it's been ages since we last saw you score a goal. I missed that horribly.


Lewis, please win the race tomorrow. Get my racing bug back into gear =)


I think I want a cupcake.



I love cupcakes, Danny Cipriani, David Cook, John Terry, Lewis Hamilton and Mathew Tait.

*****
I want a haircut desperately, but some funny person said:
"Your hair's not long enough for you to cut"

0.0

So now if I want to cut my hair must fulfil a certain quota is it? -.-

Grrr....

*****
Busy week up ahead.

Monday - visit to Wisma Harapan, meeting with Abnormal Psych tutor, Child Development group meeting.
Tuesday - full day of class.
Wednesday - experiment to run, poster defense, Abnormal Psych poster to be done.
Thursday - holiday, but may have to finish works on the poster.
Friday - handing in of the poster and logbooks.
Saturday - sponsoring for prayers.


All the lonely people, where do they all come from?
All the lonely people, where do they all belong?

They belong here.

Currently listening to:
Eleanor Rigby - The Beatles.

Nothing quite beats the original, you know?

Except for the studio version he recorded. He reminds me so much of Toby Rand and Ryan Star. Hahaha, you should know why.

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Friday 14 March 2008

Nothing's gonna change my world.

Things you should DO when staying over at a friend's place:
01. DO remember to bring a toothbrush.
"Oh shit, I forgot my toothbrush!"

02. DO ask people to update you on shows you will be missing due to time constraints.
"Was sexy awesomely sexy today?"
"Little David is safe, Stripper David isn't"

03. DO take pictures of friends falling asleep on the couch or floor for all the hard times they've caused you.
"OHMYGOD, is that how I look like when I sleep?"

04. DO make the most of the Internet connection and reply messages to people.
"YOU WENT TO STAMFORD BRIDGE?!!"

05. DO not hurt yourself when using the glue gun.
"HOT!!!"

06. DO not go to bed after a bath knowing full well you have to wake other people up in 10 minutes time.
"Eh wake up, it's 8! We're late!"

07. DO check your food front and back to prevent food poisoning.
"What are these green spots on our roti telur and roti canai?"

08. DO listen to good music and watch YouTube videos.
All I really wanted was some of your time, instead you told me lies when someone else was on your mind...
Personal note: Whitney Houston's Heartbreak Hotel is the song on replay currently.

09. DO make sure you buy lotteries when someone does something unexpected.
"Your dad let you stay over? Oh my God, must go buy lottery!"
"You're eating veggies? That's it, must go buy lottery!"
Eh, yesterday was Thursday...4D shops were not opened, so can't buy lotteries.

10. DO call your mother or father to wish them good night knowing very well you won't be going to bed anytime soon.
"I called to say good night and don't be up to mischief while I'm gone"

Yesterday/today was fun, minus the major headaches and hiccups. It was THE break I needed from everything that has been going on in my life (especially the one dealing with matters of the heart). So thank you, all 6 of you.

*****
6-1. WHAT THE HELL.

I am proud, if they keep this up, they might have a chance of nicking it. Thank you, Lampsy. I love you. Hahaha.

Champions League quarter-finals fixtures.
Arsenal - Liverpool.
Schalke - Barcelona.
Man U - Roma.
Chelsea - Fenerbahce.

I suddenly had thoughts of Mateja Kezman and I felt like crying. I miss him.

The semi-finals look like this.
Arsenal/Liverpool - Chelsea/Fenerbahce.
Schalke/Barcelona - Man U/Roma.


No, I don't want a Liverpool-Chelsea semi-final again. I can't afford another penalty shoot-out and another heartbreak.

Bleh. I have a slight headache but I've got work to do. So, toodles!


EDITED [15.03.2008] at 5:40 PM:
OhMyGodDamnShorts.

The full studio version of Eleanor Rigby by David Cook is awesomely hot.

I don't lie. It's freaking good.

Damn!

Ma, I want to marry him. Seriously. Can?

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Thursday 13 March 2008

OhMyGodDamnShorts.

He paints his nails blue. Exactly like the colour I did in Bali.

He plays the guitar. Hence the 'going down on a guitarist' statement.

He is a word nerd. If we had kids, they'd be nerds! Because I do Sudoku and word puzzles, he does word puzzles and also crossword puzzles. Nerdy kids. Whee!

He is handsome. The mother approves.
"He's handsome-lah"
"I know"
"I want to marry him"
"How old is he?"
"25...not that old-lah"
"Oh quite young, can-lah like that"

Muahahaha! I have my mother's blessings already. HAHAHAHA! *dies laughing*


I told people I was off to bed. Instead, I started crying for the awful day I had.

And a very thoughtful person sent me his song, not knowing I was upset.

What can I say? It worked. I felt insanely better.


It's awesome to have a song on replay, you can never get tired of it. Especially his.


Sigh...

Wednesday 12 March 2008

Oh well, I guess we're gonna pretend.

Look here. I am tired physically and mentally.

Emotionally, I am dead.


I learnt to grow a thick skin because of the people I am surrounded with.


The last thing I need to do is to be told off by some person who is in their first year who is running for president.

How on Earth do you expect me to vote for you if you be a bitch with me?


There's no way I'm voting for you if you behave like this. I understand you're frustrated and all, don't think you're the only one. At least other students wrote me an e-mail very nicely without a hint of annoyance, asking me if it was possible to cancel their sign up for them to change their subjects.

Have the decency to say something like "Hey I was wondering if you got my mail..." or any kind of shit-lah. I am annoyed, okay. I think my head's going to explode because of the stress from all corners. One assignment after the other, one argument after another. Oh all these battles I can't win alone...


So, please. If you want me to do something for you, be nice.

You're definitely ain't getting my vote.


Oh don't worry, my dear. I will be rooting for you. If I could vote for you, I would.


Complain all you want. Let me cheer myself up.

If someone can cheer me up, it would be nice too. Today has just been awful.

People come, people go. That's just the way life is.

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Slow down.

I nearly fell and hurt myself TWICE. Clumsy fool.


I had so much fun just now. That 2-year-old kid and her mad cousins cracked me up til my stomach was in stitches.



Three cups of coffee. Two apples. One happy kitty.



The weather makes you want to love how wonderful everything is.



It's days like today you just don't want to get out of bed, resulting in being tardy for appointments. Not so tardy, anyways.



I love you-lah, you stupid Scouser who'd do drummer boys. Thank you for being such a fantastic constant. Even if you make fun of my choice in men or say things like "Don't make me yank your pants".



I wish life had a pause button, just so I can savour beautiful moments like today.



The mother said I've been a good girl for eating my apples.
I am craving for thosai quite honestly.


There's nothing like a night of rock songs and boys playing the guitar to cheer up a little kitty.



And...I need a break. From this and everything.

If I don't update for the next couple of days, it means I'm hiding or I'm too busy.


Just in case you miss me...


Rugby's Ant and Dec...HAHAHA!


"He looks Chinese!"

I hate that I love you, woman.

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Monday 10 March 2008

I'm writing you this letter and this is what I have to say.

I am lost, confused and clueless. I feel like a zombie now. Physically I'm here, but mentally and emotionally I'm not.

Never have kuay teow or any form of noodles for lunch. They make you drowsy.

Stick to apples. Healthy!

Anyone who is free, please let me know. I will hire you as my secretary. Help me type up my assignments and stuff.

Ya-lah I'm so lazy. Blame my warm blanket and cosy bed for that.


*****
I had so much hope in you. In us.

But you. You played with my emotions, lied and made me cry.

That night, I deduced that all men are the same. You said you were better than the third, but you're just the same. You both were the same. Cheating, lying waste of space on Earth.

The next day, I bounced back with a smile and I'm happy. More than you can imagine. I have more self-worth. And I learn from my mistakes. You're one of my mistakes I'd like to learn from.

So you can go have fun with that new girl, I wish you good luck sincerely.

What am I going to do?

What I do best.

Wait.

*****
QOTD: "dah duduk kawasan batu, patutlah jadi stoner" says:
my dad saw rvp on the bench and he thought it was cesc
may-yen lee...it's all going backwards! says:
hahaha
yansy would do a guitarist if she went out with a guy from a band says:
and i thought i was the only one who thought like that
QOTD: "dah duduk kawasan batu, patutlah jadi stoner" says:
woman i am not liking your display name.
yansy would do a guitarist if she went out with a guy from a band says:
i think it's cute. it's true anyway. i ain't lying.
QOTD: "dah duduk kawasan batu, patutlah jadi stoner" says:
bitch.
QOTD: "dah duduk kawasan batu, patutlah jadi stoner" says:
anyways, my dad said he doesn't want to watch arsenal matches anymore.
may-yen lee...it's all going backwards! says:
WHY?
QOTD: "dah duduk kawasan batu, patutlah jadi stoner" says:
he says their play is predictable. so he doesn't want to watch them anymore.
yansy would do a guitarist if she went out with a guy from a band says:
what did you say?
QOTD: "dah duduk kawasan batu, patutlah jadi stoner" says:
support chelsea.
yansy would do a guitarist if she went out with a guy from a band says:
WTF. WHY NOT LIVERPOOL?!
QOTD: "dah duduk kawasan batu, patutlah jadi stoner" says:
liverpool fans are annoying. plus there are too many of them.
yansy would do a guitarist if she went out with a guy from a band says:
B.I.T.C.H.
QOTD: "dah duduk kawasan batu, patutlah jadi stoner" says:
HAHAHA!
may-yen lee...it's all going backwards! says:
good idea what...we need more people to support our club.
QOTD: "dah duduk kawasan batu, patutlah jadi stoner" says:
i told him also, if he doesn't want to support chelsea...he can always support barnsley.
yansy would do a guitarist if she went out with a guy from a band says:
for once you came up with a brilliant suggestion.
QOTD: "dah duduk kawasan batu, patutlah jadi stoner" says:
don't i always?
may-yen lee...it's all going backwards! says:
don't flatter yourself. it won't get you anywhere.

And yes, you're already flat. Just because you're smaller.

*****

Like I said, I have a thing with people and guitars. Haha. I know what you're thinking...shut up.

Just an excuse to post something to cheer AND wake me up.


Off to do work now. Toodles.

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