In my dreams I kissed your lips a thousand times...

Yeah, yeah. I know what you're going to say. It's just like that time I was madly obsessed with Ryan Star. It's just a phase, you say.

I say "Shut up".

Doesn't this remind you of some people? =p

Make fun of me and you won't get your (HEAVY) dose of curry laksa and his version of 'Creep'.

*****

God, I am sorry for yelling at you for making the rain to pour while I was doing my assignment and causing the blackout before I could have saved the file.

But why oh why God, did you bless me with so many Liverpool fans as friends? Is this a punishment for questioning your doings or blessings?

And why God did you make the ManUre win with such a HUGE scoreline?

Now I have too many souls to comfort and feed.

*****

I really need to learn to shut up sometimes.

"If Kimi wins, ManUre will win"

I spoke too soon.

And Lewis, I love you.

*****

Dear Didier Drogba,

You know when I put you as my number 25 in that list I did last year, I knew I wasn't wrong or crazy.


I love you. Thank you for making me learn to believe again.



I think my heart stopped a few times during the match, and when he scored the two goals, I got too happy and cried.

-.-

Let's just say I got a wee bit nostalgic as well. It reminded me so much of the Carling Cup final (minus the whole JT being kicked in the face and nearly dying part). And I miss Jose =(


AND OH MY GOD! IS GORDON RAMSAY A CHELSEA FAN???

*screams*

Okay-lah let me be happy a bit, can? I think he's hot. Hahaha. Like I said, men who can cook are sexy. And he's no exception.

*****

After Saturday, I am going to be lazy and slack a bit.

Which at the present moment, seems a little impossible. I woke up at 7:00AM today instead of 8:30.

Oh dear...my waking habits are disturbed. TERRIBLY.


Currently listening to:
Michelle - Jason Castro.

I love you, I love you, I love you!

Dreads. Hahaha, reminds me of you, you know? Smile a bit, okay? I'm going to take you out later to eat, so cheer up. Plus I'm sending you 'Creep' okay =)

Baby, it's all right now.

You know, for someone who is quite politically ignorant, I was relying heavily on updates of the elections through my good Liverpool kawan. I was out and about in town and most of the people I was out with were concerned with the election results (that would include the parents).

Cries of "Don't believe all this, it's probably just rumours" and "How do you know?" rang across the hall after the prayers.

For once, I didn't feel insignificant.


Apparently there was a fight in our constituency regarding some postal votes. Instantly, being a good sister, I called the brother and told him to stay at home. I was afraid of going home as well. Who would know if they would pelt us with rocks or sticks when we got home?

Yes, I have a very highly active imagination.


Am I glad for the results? Quite frankly, I don't even care. I choose to be ignorant of politics.

*****

I've got three words for you:
Bring. Back. Jose.


I've said it once, I'm saying it again. Bring him back. Ugly Grant is ruining my squad.


Oh and another 2 words:
HIDUP BARNSLEY!

I shall be rooting for them in the upcoming round!

"Oh well, look at it this way. Your club stayed the longest in the competition compared to ours. There's something you can be proud of"

Pfft. I was sure it was going to be our year again. What does ugly Grant do?

Put his first team against a lower league side, leaving out Didier Drogba and Frank Lampard.

You think just because you beat Olympiakos, you're that great-lah, is it?

Fuck you.


And WTF happened to the rugby team?! GRRRRRR...

I was expecting a repeat of the performance against France two weeks ago! Danny Cipriani shouldn't have been dropped from the squad! So what he went to the pub, not like he was behaving badly, heavily intoxicated or disturbing the peace, he was just giving his friend the tickets to the match! It is a little unfair.


I AM SO ANNOYED!


Mate's right. Elections are bad luck.

=(

Dear Lewis Hamilton,

I promised not to watch the race last night, but, sometimes curiosity gets the better of me and some promises are meant to be broken. I watched the race and I cursed you once again. You crashed into the wall, and you ended up 9th.

I am so sorry. I knew I shouldn't have. Because of me, Fernando is now 2 points behind you and I do not want him to win the Championship for the third time again. Oh no, not him. Anyone asides that bugger.

I have proven to be a jinx for you, therefore I shall stop watching the F1 because I want you to win. You are just like Pedro de la Rosa who fights till the last lap to get what he wants. I like that attitude in a person.

No sacrifice, no victory. Hopefully you come back and whack the others so that you win the Championship. I have made a promise to NOT watch the race and I shall stick to it.


Very much sad but happy,
-me-

*****

Wah...yesterday's race damn exciting okay! The weather was seriously wonky. It rained and a lot of the drivers crashed into the wall! Poor Lewis....

Oh and for once I actually supported Alonso. Yes, you can throw on your horrified face.

Poor Kimi...I know my Scouser is eating curry laksa now. Sorry-lah...didn't expect to jinx him also.

Eh, is it true Felipe and Alonso were fighting? I didn't see that part, I left after the race was over.

And OHMYGOD. Mark Webber finished third okay. Someone's happy.

I like the commentators on normal TV (those mat sallehs from ITV, I think) better than the ASTRO ones. No, I'm NOT making fun of Alex Yoong. They are much more tolerable to listen to, plus it's Brit wit. So, that's a plus point.

At some point, I was waiting for an accident to happen. Or someone spinning off the track.

I'm such a sadist, right?

*****

"How much money you have with you?"
"RM150 I think"
"Where do you get so much money-lah?"
"The money you give me every month and the money they give me weekly, I save it-lah. Plus my CNY money...I save it too"

Meh...you think he's working, he'd pay for the father's presents. Guess again.
Hmmph. Making a unemployed college-going kid pay for everything.

*checks wallet*
Oh my goodness, I'm broke! I bought shoes and books and cards in the span of three days.

Stamford Bridge fund seems to be slowly fading.


Excuse me while I go starve in an attempt to save more money.

*****

Currently listening to:
Wasting Away - Mark Owen.

I don't request your sympathy. I thought of you, I think of me.


Damn! This is so different from the songs from Take That. I LOVE IT!

Err...I can say that, right?

You breathe in butterflies and blow out stars.

Dear ASTRO,

I have honestly no idea if you secretly read my blog or what, but this is to thank you for showing the LA Galaxy v Chelsea game. It was definitely unannounced unlike the Manchester United tour of Asia which is heavily promoted on air.

I remember writing in here saying that ASTRO should show this game because I wanted to watch it. This was a nice surprise indeed.

I thank you for showing the game and letting me see my captain and the other players play. I have missed the first two games.

Very much in delight,
-me-

*****

I woke up at 8:30 this morning and my brother was randomly flipping the channels and saw that they were showing the game 'live'.

*screams like an idiot*

Very happy. But I was slightly annoyed when the press were hounding Becks when they announced the Chelsea line-up. Can take pics of my players first or not? Hmmph.


See, even this guy agrees with me.


I know you're happy, now go away.

It was a good game. We should've gotten more goals against LA Galaxy. Oh well, my captain's back. I liked his goal. Haha. And I thought it was Sheva.

Someone is missing in this pic.

The commentator said that he didn't get why the fans were booing Sheva when he fell and cheering Becks when Sheva has scored more European goals than Becks.

"They're just jealous because Sheva's hotter than Becks"
So says you-lah. Stadium so full also because of Becks-lah.

And Becks referred 'football' as 'soccer'. =(
At least Sheva tried to prove a point by saying that it's FOOTBALL and not SOCCER.

Hmmph.

Can't wait for the EPL to start. The only football I watch is the Asian Cup and all the teams I support are out...oh, wait. Iraq's there. I shall support them.

*****

Oh my God, what happened to Lewis? Did someone sabotage him? =(

I am NOT watching the race. Let's see if he wins the race! Theory must be proven.

*****

The brother and I discovered that Suria KLCC has a leak. Seriously. It's a very minor leak, but if no one notices it, it will become worse and we will have people talking about things that go "leak".


So we ate in Pizza Hut and they played these really old songs. They were playing Take That and Boyzone (you would have loved it, madness). Mark Owen keeps invading my brain, and it's no good.


I hate feeling like a kid with no money browsing in a candy shop, especially when I'm out shopping. Horrible feeling. I'd be just happy if some person gave me money just enough to buy three pairs of shoes and a new top.

*****

I saw this kid checking out this Chelsea bag from adidas. It was really nice! I wanted to check the price out but that kid wouldn't put the damn bag down! Grrrr...damn nice, okay? I know what I want for my birthday already.

And this t-shirt that had the lion in front and the words "1905 Chelsea" on the back. Really nice. Liverpool had a similar t-shirt. Nice. Maybe I should get the parents to buy that for us, then we could wear it when Liverpool and Chelsea play against each other. Haha.

Either buy that for me or get me the England jersey. I like.

I saw the fluorescent/electricity yellow jersey. Damn ugly.
*pukes all over the place*

*****

"Ma said to buy him a year's supply of Scuba underwear"
"Cheh...don't want-lah"
*sees Freddie in boxers*
*starts laughing hysterically*

Hahaha. Yes, that underwear model was all over the place. Hard to ignore the hotness.

I'm a pervert. A good one =p

*****

I breathed in butterflies, blew out stars, yet I still haven't caught a glimpse of the rainbow.

Oh, I long to catch a glimpse of the beautiful rainbow...

Have you seen the world walking by?

One eejit called me and told me to watch Channel 72.

Next time when you ask me to do things like this, can you at least ask me if I'm drinking Milo, Neslo, orange juice and coffee first? Because, to me, these four drinks are the things that keep me sane and are not worth being spitted out because of silly pranks.

Eejit. But I had a good laugh though.
"Can a boyband breakdance?"

Hahaha.


Another eejit/the 16 years told me to download songs from Mark Owen (that one who looks like Tomas Rosicky). I kind of like Four Minute Warning. I didn't want to but I did it for the sake of it.

Ooh...but that eejit is a smart one. I found some new songs I like very much. I love my eejit so much.

Some things can never be replaced. Some things are with me for always. Eejits and idiots stick together.


Oh and Michael Owen may not return to Liverpool just yet, but hey. At least your favourite band is coming back again. Rejoice.

*****

How is this possible? Wayne Bridge won't be in action for three months! Three months without him is like three months without my CSI Supreme Sundays and Mondays!!

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wayne Bridge, I hope you recover soon from your surgery soon.

We Chelsea fans love you and will miss you when you're gone.

Looks like Ashley Cole won't be getting my vote of confidence unless something miraculous happens.

*****

ARJEN ROBBEN DON'T LEAVE!!!!!

I WILL CRY BUCKETS OF TEARS IF YOU DO!!!!!

STAY AT CHELSEA AND IGNORE THE FACT YOU ARE THE WORST DRESSED PLAYER IN CHELSEA (they said so, not me) !!!!! JUST STAY!!!!!

*****

My exam today wasn't so bad. I think I got my cases right and jotted down everything in order. I think I should be able to get high marks for this =D

And guess what? I knew listening to Mark Owen while I was studying helped! I could remember clearly! Despite the fact my brother ticked me off for my 'lackadaisical attitude' for not studying (hello, it's called taking a break from studying, don't be stupid, can?), I couldn't care less-lah. So I listened to Mark Owen on my LimeWire playlist and studied to remember the cases and other sections.

And while I was doing my paper, the song Gravity kept playing in my head, and I just wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote like I was writing my English essay paper. Damn, I haven't written that much in such a long time.

I'm feeling confident but not too confident. Hope I get 10 or more marks out of 20 (okay-lah, 15 hopefully).

*****

Yesterday, while studying, I was looking at my reflection in the cupboard glass and wanted to take a picture of myself. Sorry, vanity hit me-lah.

And I realised how much I miss my camwhoring friends.

Outside Level 3, with a bunch of camwhores. Not very good, are they?


In AE-1. It's amazing how people who lack sleep can flash their teeth to put on a smile, ignoring the fact they have horrible panda eyes.


In front of the Eye on Malaysia ride. After being stalked by random Filipino.


You camwhores. It is an unwritten rule that everytime there is an exam, we must do some bit of camwhoring, starting officially on the day we start our second year (I'm going to be a second year student!) . It is to be followed by everyone, especially the ones with cameras. Also, reminders must be made at least a day before the original date of the camwhoring sessions, NOT on the day of the camwhoring session (especially when it is 45 minutes before the exams start). Anyone who fails to comply to this rule shall have their favourite footballers jinxed courtesy of my sneeze.

=P


Currently listening to:
Gravity - Mark Owen.

When the daylight wakes me in some place, I don't want to be, she's my gravity.
When I'm out of position and nothing is working for me, she's my gravity.


All you buggers that are a bit sappy/sentimental go download this song. Pretty old-lah, but not bad. I love. The words are just so beautiful, I tell you.

The mother asked "Where got people name a song GRAVITY?". Hmmph. I like this song, it's the happy romantic kind of song.

I thank the eejit for this recent discovery. Love you lots, eejit!

Tell me where it hurts.

Note: If the shoe fits, I'm sorry. This is not to offend anyone, because if it does, tell me. Don't go around complaining to my family or anyone close to me. If you got an issue, just talk to me as I'm the idiot who wrote this. Not them. Me. Okay?


I have come to realise how fickle people are. I was watching A Knight's Tale (the mother-lah wanted to watch, I just sat there because I had nothing to do) and I got mad when it came to this part.

The princess asks the guy to recite sweet words (the words he used in his letter to her) and he couldn't and she kept asking him to do it and he started saying how "her breasts are below her throat" (I have bad memory-lah, so those weren't the exact words). Then she gets mad and tells him that if he loves her, he must lose the match, which at first he protested, but subsequently carried out. And then, the servant tells him that the princess said that if he loves her, he must win. He went on to win.

If I were the guy, I would ask her "What is wrong with you? One minute you want me to lose, the next you want me to win! Can't you make up your mind?".

And I have realised that people in love can be quite fickle. Take my beloved 16 years for example. Her long-suffering boyfriend always tells me he confused.
"I don't know what to do. She tells me not to come, so I stay. And then she gets mad at me for not coming. And when I come, she tells me to go, and then asks me to stay. I am so confused"

I can never understand these two, but I adore them.

How's this for one?
Girl meets boy.
Both fall madly in love with each other.
Boy breaks up with girl.
Girl is heartbroken and sees her best friend, who is a guy.
Best friend (who secretly has feelings for girl) comforts her.
Girl realises she likes her best friend more than just a best friend and falls in love.
Both are happily in love.
Then, boy comes back and asks girl for a second chance.
Girl leaves best friend and goes off with boy, only to be hurt again.

Sounds familiar? It happened to me before. Only thing was I was the best friend. So yeah, been there done that.


It is sad. There are people who never realise the right one is, more often than not, standing in front of them. Worse still, is when you tell someone you love them, but it falls on deaf ears.

I once asked the Scouser would she fall in love a total stranger or her own friend. She said her own friend. Well, I can understand why she said that. It would be better because you knew who he was.

But would you risk that friendship? If things didn't work out, could you still look at each other as friends?

Maybe. That's what she says.

Me? I could fall in love with my friend and stay friends with him if nothing worked out. I could, not I can. That's what the boy and I promised after our split.

I could fall in love with a perfect stranger (I'm referring to that INXS song, okay? No stranger or person is perfect. I know that) and even if he hurt me, I could be friends with him.
But in the case of my last ex, I said I want to remain friends, but he said something that meant along the lines of "I love you too much that I can't have you as a friend". Now you understand why we're not on good terms with each other.

I am not in love and I'm so confused. Hopefully when I fall in love, I am not confused as I am now (I am always confused so it would prove to be a bit hard-lah).

Because when I fall in love, I fall hard. And it's bad.

*****

I wish I had Micah's powers now. My stupid hairdryer has gone wonky. It's giving out cold air and it is weird to dry my hair with cold air. Seriously.

And I could use it to fix my CD Walkman too. I can't play my CDs properly. I think I flung my bag too hard on the chair. I think. That was before I washed clothes to release my anger. I know-lah I'm violent, my friends were worried I'd chase boys off like that because of that ugly temper -.-"

Why is my power to jinx footballers/Lewis Hamilton???

*****

Oh wow. 5-0. I didn't watch the game because I thought it was at 8:30 PM!

I don't understand. A war-torn country can play better football than a country that has ENOUGH food, electricity, water and facilities! We don't even have wars going on!

What is wrong???

I'm so confused. Can some knowledgeable being clear my mind on this?

*****

Currently listening to:
The Way I Are - Timbaland.

You ain't gotta flaunt for me...


I have this song on my phone and I love it! That stupid boy sang this on his birthday. Haha. It was so hilarious =p

Open letter to the former blonde Maradona.

**Something bad happened, I don't want to talk about it. The point is when I don't reply you, it means I'm not quite there yet. Have a little patience, yeah?**


Dear Eidur Gudjohnsen,

I clearly remember reading some news/rumours that you were joining Manchester United and that Ruud van Nistelrooy would come to Chelsea. I was devastated. He can't leave, I said. It wouldn't be perfect if he left. I thought they were just rumours and I just threw them out of the window.

How wrong I was to do so.

You leaving Chelsea broke my heart into millions of pieces that was glued back together thanks to a good fix of McDonalds' chocolate sundae with extra chocolate. No thanks to you, I've grown slightly pudgier than usual. Boo...

You joined Barcelona to be part of their triumphs. When you seemed happy at Barcelona, I cried. Yes, I had issues then. It was one of those weeks that I felt was just too difficult to deal with. Oh of all teams, why Barcelona? Red and maroon. Ugly bright yellow. Ugly bright orange. What the hell were you thinking? Blue is always the colour.

And then, I decided to let go. I finally came to terms that you no longer played for Chelsea. I decided to be happy for you.

Or so I thought.

When Barcelona had to play Chelsea in the group stages of the Champions League, it was different. It was sad, because you were not there.

But I couldn't care less, you took a back seat. My love for them was unwavering.

When you scored against Chelsea and celebrated, I decided to finally hate you. Officially.

You can score the most amazing goal in the world, and I'd still hate you. You are now on the same level as the gayboy, Mawi, and the abomination. Only slightly higher because I'm not so evil.

While Chelsea have lost their Premiership, we've at least won two trophies. Whereas, you have have won zilch in Barcelona.

How tragically sad.

That's all I've got to say.

Moral of the story: Stay with the blue people. They rock.


Yours unlovingly,
-me-

P/S: If you join Manchester United because it would be nice to play in a team that plays in the Champions League, I suggest you could join Arsenal. Man U have a very pretty blonde boy in the form of Alan Smith and Chelsea don't want you.

*****

Adios Becks.

Seriously, his kids look like him. The youngest one damn cute-lah! The back of their shirts read "DADDY 23".

0_0

Copy JT, is it! Hmmph.

Oh yay, Barca lost their trophy! *dances*

Congratulations, Real Madrid!


(due to personal requests, I shall post up something tomorrow, which is not my style and I'm so embarrassed about it)

*****

Proven theory 1: When I sneeze on a particular footballer, they won't score for two months.
Proven theory 2: Lewis Hamilton wins every time I don't watch the race.

He won this morning's US GP. Yay him!


Champagne...


Yes, I'm better than you. Grow up, Alonso.

That's all I've got to say.

*****

I was reading the sports pages of the NST and The Sun. WAG weddings and all.

The headline for the NST about the wedding was:
"MANCHESTER UNITED 2 LIVERPOOL 1"
MU win in marriage stakes.

-.-"

Oh now the weddings are a competition-lah! No, seriously. This is beyond ridiculous, okay! People want to get married, let them-lah. They're not playing for their club when they say "I do". They're normal people, like you and me, when it comes to matters relating to family or love.

And you people misled an old lady, who thought they played a friendly or something. Have you no shame in misleading an old lady like that?


The Sun was no better either. They matched the wrong WAG to the footballers. Save Steven Gerrard and his wife Alex, the rest were mismatched.

Would you believe that John Terry was matched with Abigail Clancy instead of Toni Poole? They believed that Abigail Clancy was Toni. Yo, got big difference between those two, okay?

And Gary Neville was paired with Melanie Slade. Emma Hadfield is a brunette and she's way older than Melanie!


At least The Star had the decency to put some sense in their WAG wedding news report.

No one makes sense. Nothing makes sense.
I don't make sense.

Nothing to say.

Except that Crouchy's jinx has been lifted. Yay!

See? The curse of the sneeze is VERY powerful. I've had two victims already. Oh speaking of the first victim, he scored two great goals and missed a penalty.

So who's next? I know who, but I'm not telling, for I fear for my safety.

*****

Some people ah, just don't know how to set their priorities straight.

They have a quiz at 10 in the morning, and what do they do?

Watch football at 2:30AM.
*shakes head*

This person really needs to be kicked in the arse.

*****

Oh the love. Wayne Bridge and Joe Cole.


JT and Peter. Okay, curse has been lifted. Officially.


"Does he wear shinpads?". HAHAHA! Stupid thing.


Owen scored. No, this pic is okay. Nothing wrong with it. Shut up.

"OMFG, MICHAEL OWEN SCORED!"
*runs around naked*

She's too happy, I tell you. Next thing on her mind would be "Is Michael Owen ever going to return to Liverpool?".

Michael, for the sake of my limited sanity, please return to Liverpool.


My dad is way too happy for Becks. For being recalled and assisting three goals in two games.

Take that, Steve McClaren! Even my mother doesn't like you. Boo.

*****

Oh. JT did a Trinidad & Tobago this morning.

Yay, JT! Me love you long time.

*****

I have discovered that I was a very chubby baby.

Oh, now I will not complain about not having baby pictures of myself.

Oh and I have been very photogenic since I was young. Got proof!

I never knew my brother was photogenic when he was young! My dad said that no one could beat me when it came to posing for pictures (but I promise you, I'm not a poser now...not that cute anymore) =p

*****

My dad met one of my brother's classmates. Apparently this guy said my brother is a bright spark.

Oh sure, everytime he meets his friends, they say he's smart. Anytime he sees my friends, they say I'm noisy.

What irony. Hahaha.

*****

"I can't believe my Stevie and your JT are getting married next week *sobs* "

Firstly, we don't own them.
Secondly, I can't believe it either.
Thirdly, I hope they're happy.

Don't worry, when the 16th comes, I'll buy you three bowls of curry laksa =)

*****

Dear Real Madrid,

Keep your hands off Arjen Robben. I will slap all of you if you attempt to steal him from Chelsea. If you do want another Dutchman to keep Ruud van Nistelrooy company now that Becks is leaving, try getting Robin van Persie or Dirk Kuyt.

On the second thought, maybe just Dirk Kuyt would suffice.

Very much angry,
-me-

*****

Dear Arjen Robben,

Don't leave. You're very pretty (even if someone disagrees with me) and you have a very nice six-pack abs. I keep watching stupid videos of you in YouTube and you make me laugh. You're also cheeky.

So don't leave. Please. I need more mad buggers like you to keep my sanity intact.

Very much sad,
-me-

*****

I'm a little off right now. See you.

Quad possible.

Football updates.

Arsenal wasted a glorious chance to win against Spurs. What's the point of taking off Hleb for Senderos when the game is nearly over? See, for nothing Jenas equalised.

And speaking of which, don't you think Spurs fans are a bunch of hooligans? Coming out of their seats onto the pitch to celebrate with Jenas and the other players. And they got off scot-free for attacking Lampsy.

**I know Lampsy was attacked by one guy. The point I am trying to make here is that Spurs have trouble in controlling their fans' behaviour**

Stupid Arsenal, all of them deserve a good slap.

*****

Fell asleep during the Liverpool game, but I got to see the second goal. Lysa, your "dumb blonde porcelain doll Dirk Kuyt" scored.

Habislah Chelsea.


Yeah right.

*****

The title race is wide open now. Middlesbrough drew with ManUre 1-1. Four points and Chelsea have a game at hand. If they win that, there would be a 1-point gap.

Quad mission possible.

And I would like to prove a point here.

People born on the 6th of October are truly intelligent and talented in everything they do.

Go Mark Schwarzer.

*****

Oh and I just think Andriy is adorable in this. So, just have a look.

*****

On another note, I think I jinxed Crouchy. I sneezed on his face in the papers last week, and he hasn't scored since. It was an accident, I swear. I was having a flu that day (when I thought I dug my own grave) because of all the crying and so happened I was reading something on Liverpool and it had Crouchy's face on it, and lo and behold, I sneezed.

0.0

My sneeze is powerful. First David Villa, now Peter Crouch??

**DV didn't score for two months when I accidentally sneezed on him somewhere October/November last year, and Valencia either lost or drew or won during those two months**

I should try sneezing on the gayboy's face then.

*****

Currently listening to:
These Streets - Paolo Nutini.

I'll get used to this eventually, I know, I know...


I love the album. He's amazing. And he's just 20. Tra-la-la...