You're no superstar.

Warning: Not advisable for little children and for the faint-hearted due to excessive amount of swear words. My mood has all gone bad. I need some peace of mind-lah, leave me alone.

CJ says:
hey
CJ says:
how've you been?

Are you waiting for something?
‘Cuz there’s a tension in the air
Something unresolved
I can smell it in your hair

(What do you want me to say? "Oh I can't live without you, take me back!". Fuck you, shithead.)

So step down, look around
You can leave it all behind
Never hear another sound
Say you’re holding onto someone
That will never show you the same

CJ says:
i'm doing okay. xxxx is fine too.
CJ says:
how's things back there? hope they're all good.
CJ says:
i missed you. i really have.
CJ says:
=(

So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say
Just crumble it all
And throw it away
We’re just wasting time
We’re taking up space
So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say to you
(Just do me a favour, you ass. Leave me alone. Enough of your sugar-coated words that mean nothing to me anymore. It wasn't easy to patch the broken heart only for you to fucking break it again!)


CJ says:
i'm sorry you found out from someone else. would've told you.
CJ says:
but i was waiting for the right time.
CJ says:
timing was all bad.
CJ says:
i do care about you, you know.

Are you breathing for nothing?
‘Cause there’s a vision in my eye
Something unresolved
I swear it feels like this could die
(Fuck you-lah. Timing, my ass. You had all the time in the world. Everyone says they have no time, I am up til fucking 3AM. You could've told me then! And you care...yeah, you do. I'm sure you say that to everyone)

CJ says:
i am so sorry for what happened.
CJ says:
i hope we can still stay as friends.

I can see, to a degree
A broken back is only something
If you did it saving me
So you’re holding onto nothing
And it’s showing all over your face
(Look here. You cheated on me, you lying waste of space. I am obviously hurt, I have no intentions of staying friends with you, I don't give a shit if you're my best friend's boyfriend's best friend. You will break me again. They always do)


CJ says:
say something...why are you so quiet?
CJ says:
you know what, fuck this shit. i try to be apologetic and nice and all, but obviously it's not working. so yeah to hell with you.

So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say
Just crumble it all
And throw it away
We’re just wasting time
We’re taking up space
So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say to you
To you
(Oh lo...haven't you heard the phrase "hell hath no fury like a Chelsea fan scorned"? I'm guessing not. You're no superstar. I am)

you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
oh you so picked the wrong day to mess with me, you shithead. now you're gonna hear me rant.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN IF YOU STILL CARE BECAUSE QUITE FRANKLY I DON'T.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
I AM FINE SO DON'T BOTHER ASKING. I DON'T CARE HOW THE BOTH OF YOU ARE BECAUSE I GAVE UP ON CARING ABOUT YOU FOR A LONG TIME.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
I COULDN'T BE BOTHERED TO KNOW WHETHER YOU MISSED ME BECAUSE I DON'T. I DON'T REQUEST YOUR FUCKING SYMPATHY BECAUSE I AM NOT ONE WHO NEEDS IT. YOU NEED IT MORE THAN I DO.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
DON'T BE SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED. I KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN SOONER OR LATER.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
I HAVE NO INTENTIONS OF BEING FRIENDS WITH YOU SO YOU CAN JUST GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE AND LET ME LIVE IN PEACE.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
DON'T WASTE MY TIME WITH YOUR PETTY EXPLANATIONS. GO SAVE YOUR SCRIPT TO SOMEONE ELSE. I DON'T NEED IT.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
FUCK YOU AND MAY YOU ROT IN HELL FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE NOT ONLY TO ME BUT TO EVERYONE ELSE.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
i'm done ranting. don't say a word that i wouldn't say to you.
you're so fecking special, yes you are says:
fuck you very much. have a nice day.
*goes offline*

So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say
Just crumble it all
And throw it away
We’re just wasting time
We’re taking up space
So don’t say a word
That I wouldn’t say to you
That I wouldn’t say to you
That I wouldn’t say to you
(I've done it. I am not proud for the swearing but I did it because I was mad. Plus I am burdened by lots of work, you're the last thing I need to worry about, so don't waste my time with explanations)

Hell hath no fury like a Chelsea fan scorned.


I'm sorry for using this song for such a BAD purpose. I feel lousy and miserable, it makes me sick to the bone.


I can cry, yes?