Hate floods my body and thoughts cloud my mind.
The cat is out of the bag. It's going to scratch you in the face. Please don't ask me anything about this cat. Go ask my parents or my brother, thanks very much. I'm not liable for whatever they have planned.
I am away. Studying. No shit, Sherlock.
I managed to complete three chapters from the Social Psych textbook. Another two to go.
Can you people please be proud that I actually am studying and NOT stalking some person?
Well, there are the occassional moments of spazzing out due to a massive overdose of 'magic rainbow' on the radio. BUT IT DOESN'T COUNT!
And then there was that major gem of a song beautiful song called Always Be My Baby (THE version I love) being played on the radio. I screamed at my Scouser, who actually screamed with me this time and didn't grumble. I couldn't stop smiling after that because it was rather unexpected to hear it on the radio again.
A few days ago, I was thinking about the friends who will be going overseas soon. I realised that in a year's time, I won't be here too. It makes me feel a whole bunch of things.
FINE.
Freaked out. Insecure. Neurotic. Emotional.
I can't wait. And you know what?
I'm going to miss my parents the most.
Especially my mother.
She's my gossipping partner, my football partner, my glee face twin, my random magic rainbow crooner.
Everything.
I told her "When I go, you won't have anyone to talk about American Idol with or fight with anymore".
She told me "Good-lah, by then I'd have a grandchild and I'd be preoccupied, won't have to think about fighting with you".
I have made up my mind. ABMB is the theme song of my life. Maybe quite possibly, my mother's too.
I might be going to Pangkor in August after the madness and all.
Hope that pans out the way I want it to.
I am away. Studying. No shit, Sherlock.
I managed to complete three chapters from the Social Psych textbook. Another two to go.
Can you people please be proud that I actually am studying and NOT stalking some person?
Well, there are the occassional moments of spazzing out due to a massive overdose of 'magic rainbow' on the radio. BUT IT DOESN'T COUNT!
And then there was that major gem of a song beautiful song called Always Be My Baby (THE version I love) being played on the radio. I screamed at my Scouser, who actually screamed with me this time and didn't grumble. I couldn't stop smiling after that because it was rather unexpected to hear it on the radio again.
A few days ago, I was thinking about the friends who will be going overseas soon. I realised that in a year's time, I won't be here too. It makes me feel a whole bunch of things.
FINE.
Freaked out. Insecure. Neurotic. Emotional.
I can't wait. And you know what?
I'm going to miss my parents the most.
Especially my mother.
She's my gossipping partner, my football partner, my glee face twin, my random magic rainbow crooner.
Everything.
I told her "When I go, you won't have anyone to talk about American Idol with or fight with anymore".
She told me "Good-lah, by then I'd have a grandchild and I'd be preoccupied, won't have to think about fighting with you".
I have made up my mind. ABMB is the theme song of my life. Maybe quite possibly, my mother's too.
I might be going to Pangkor in August after the madness and all.
Hope that pans out the way I want it to.
Labels: announcement, david cook, dreams, friends, happy, madness, music, paranoia, past, random, ridiculous nonsense, sad, self, silly parents
posted by Anodynous Roxy at
10:20
2 Comments:
nana i havent spoken to you properly for ages and ages. T.T i feel so sedih now because i dont know where you are going! we must meet up at least once before you run off to anywhere foreign and scary ok.
@ Aimee - Woman I haven't spoken to you in ages! I miss you.
I'm most probably going to be shipped to the UK next year (September, if all goes well)...I'll still be around here til then, so no worries.
Yeah-lah, must meet up with you to eat your brownies you promised to FedEx to me =(
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