Lollipop.

The picture needs no words. It explains itself so perfectly well. Saying anything about it would just be an insult to anything portrayed here.

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Last night for no apparent reason, I cried. Haiseh, my kawan say I crazy.
I think she's right.

There are things in life that just don't make sense. The parents and a family friend were talking about things that, really, if you look at them closely enough, do not make sense.

Why would someone so well off need money to go to the North Pole/South Pole/wherever it is she is at? To look at penguins is it?

She is a lecturer. Doesn't teaching the future generation of Malaysia count for something you can take pride in?
Why can't that money be put to good use? Like treating sick kids with congenital heart disease or people who need money to undergo transplants? Every single day you see people in the papers, mostly kids, needing money for some operation. Whatever happened to all those medical funds people set up?

Excuse me, Stamford Bridge fund different okay. I set that fund up myself, not with the help from the public. Got quite a bit of money. Making progress, thank you for asking.

For what? Glory of being the first woman from South East Asia to conquer whatever pole it is you want to conquer?

Why are we so worried about promoting "Budi Bahasa Budaya Kita" when half the people in the country (I think it should be more than that) have no respect for anything like queueing up? Or swearing (if you are in front of my parents, don't swear, 'bitch', however is beyond acceptable). Eh, I have stopped swearing, but not cold turkey of course. Slowly but surely.

The point is, nothing in this world makes sense any more!

Even I don't make sense now.

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Mate, I want to give you a big fat hug. I hope your lover's okay and I wish him the speediest recovery possible. I'll pray for him to recover fast and I will make sure that JTFL and Blake Lewis (who, unfortunately, is in love with Chris Richardson) pray for you too.

Lightning strikes twice. Blardy hell. God is playing tricks with us by testing our faith. Hmmph.

Told you nothing makes sense any more.

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And my mother just decided to be funny and eat a piece of her durian. And the whole kitchen reeks of durian.

And guess what? She placed the rest of it in the freezer.


Right next to MY stock of dark chocolates.

0_0


I am going to go all out and try to make people ban durians for good.

My poor chocolates now smell and taste like bloody durians.
*wails*

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Currently listening to:
Lollipop - Mika.

Sucking too hard on your lollipop, love's gonna get you down.


Mika is mad, but I like him.