Oh dilemmas, go away.

Should I go for the replacement class or should I skip it to go shopping instead?
~I would like to skip it, but the father advised me against it and told me to go for it and not be lazy. The problem is, I don't even know where the venue is. Business department and their extreme laziness to post the venue up in the website. Plus, no one I know is going for the replacement class anyway, so I'd end up lonely. And people wonder if I have become insane to stay back for two months to continue with this subject. Bleh. Oh well, all in the name of Stamford Bridge, Anfield/Stanley Park, Emirates Stadium, Old Trafford, Elland Road, Wembley and Silverstone...I suppose.

Should I write the thing I want to write or not?
~I've been on a writing hiatus for a month now, no thanks to my assignments (no, no, blog posts don't count!). So, any ideas I had for the thing I was writing has been sucked dry when I was doing my assignments. Getting the inspiration is a little hard now. And I am lazy (you'd think I only have to go to college for two days I'd do the writings, but no...I'm lazy). Bleh.

Should I watch the Arsenal game later?
~Okay. I like Arsenal. Plus, that anorexic being who is actually a day older than my brother WTF? and Tomas is playing. Your under-aged boyfriend might be playing too. But the game is at 12:55 AM and ends at 2 something. Sleep would have to be compromised if I decide to watch. But it's Arsenal. And we're NOT supposed to like Arsenal. Therefore must boycott and NOT watch the game. But...I want to!


Oh dilemmas. Go away. And give me back my old e-mail account!

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What is it with you and words that relate to walking? Traipsing. Jaywalker. You're not the type who loves to walk.

Interesting question, my darling eejit.

Truth is, I myself don't know.

I chose the word 'traipsing' because it described everything that was happening at that moment for me. I was walking quite aimlessly and wearily after the incident a few months back. It caused me sleepless nights and wasted tears and energy.

But, I also chose this word because there are some things in life that, after a long and tiring walk, make you sit back and take notice of things. It is when you're most tired that you feel like you understand what's happening and why it happens. I don't know about you, but it happens to me.


'Jaywalker'. Haha. Simple one, this. Mark Owen. I kid you not. I want to be THAT jaywalker he sings about in the song. Haha...everybody wants to be my fool =p

The Oxford English Dictionary says that a jaywalker is a person who walks in or across a road without regard for approaching traffic. It is such a contradicting statement. Everyone knows I cannot cross roads like a sane person. I either need someone to hold my hand and help me cross the road or just run across and hope no one knocks me down.

So, I was listening to that Jaywalker song, and I thought...
"Eh, Jaywalker has a nice ring to it. Plus, it would be shorter and nicer too, since I want to be THAT jaywalker"

Plus...the Oxford English Dictionary says that the origing is from the word "jay" which in the obsolete sense is a "silly person". So, technically I am silly, because I cannot cross the road like a sane person.

So, yes. I couldn't put things like "ILOVEJT4EVA" as an e-mail account (I could, but no thanks...cheesy proclamation of undying support/love/devotion for your club captain in an e-mail address is not the work of an almost 20-year-old girl like me).

So. Here I am. The traipsing gypsy-cum-jaywalker.

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Currently listening to:
Jaywalker - Mark Owen.

Oh, my, she has a passion for a twister, loves all things yellow, she's getting high on marshmallows.


Sorry-lah, just can't get him out of my system just yet. Besides, he's NOT that bad. Take That is okay but their songs make you feel like dying (well, so says the mother anyway) especially if Gary Barlow's the lead. You see, Shine was such a happy song! Compared to Patience and I'd Wait For Life (quoting the mother: "You want me to die, is it? Why are you making me listen to this song?"), it's better.

Oh well. Off to watch Arsenal now. Toodles.