Beautiful stranger.
You know you're in for bad things when you are having a bad time on your own birthday and you're telling other people to have a good weekend.
Oh well, it's okay. It's just one of those days. There will be days like this.
And the best present I received today wasn't the most expensive one. I like the sincerity of the gift I received and it goes to show how much the person actually cares even if she thinks I'm so full of nonsense.
The best birthday card came from a person I've never met in my entire life. So did the best birthday wish. I'll show you why later.
Apart from the wishes and gifts and the random songs and nonsense, this has got to be one hell of a sad day.
It's nothing to do with the gifts. Or anything else. It's just that I'm not in the mood. I have hardly any time to breathe. Just when I have the time to breathe, that's when someone of higher status steals the air and suffocates me again.
But it's okay. There will be days that will make this day turn to dust and cease to exist.
I'll write longer when I'm feeling a tad bit better and not so stressed up.
Short note: Thank you to all who made me feel less miserable today. You know you all are special to me. Even if you hate me for loving Chelsea.
Oh well, it's okay. It's just one of those days. There will be days like this.
And the best present I received today wasn't the most expensive one. I like the sincerity of the gift I received and it goes to show how much the person actually cares even if she thinks I'm so full of nonsense.
The best birthday card came from a person I've never met in my entire life. So did the best birthday wish. I'll show you why later.
Apart from the wishes and gifts and the random songs and nonsense, this has got to be one hell of a sad day.
It's nothing to do with the gifts. Or anything else. It's just that I'm not in the mood. I have hardly any time to breathe. Just when I have the time to breathe, that's when someone of higher status steals the air and suffocates me again.
But it's okay. There will be days that will make this day turn to dust and cease to exist.
I'll write longer when I'm feeling a tad bit better and not so stressed up.
Short note: Thank you to all who made me feel less miserable today. You know you all are special to me. Even if you hate me for loving Chelsea.
Labels: birthdays, disappointment
posted by Anodynous Roxy at
18:27
2 Comments:
[big fat massive hug]
yeah i know what it feels like to be constricted by your own thoughts. i suck at cheering people up lah. like i used to say lah, cheering up is a redundant activity.no point to it.
this is the second year you're celebrating your birthday as a friend of mine.and each time i feel so grateful lah for having known you. you must be the only, ONLY (yes im so sad to say this) to not judge me, my actions, my words, my beliefs.
i mean honestly, how many people can i complain to about my bf the devout christian who should "keep thy religion to thyself" (sometimes anyway).
i sayang you twinnie. "happy birthday" is also a redundant wish. "happy everyday" sounds better :)
@ Aimee - Everyone's been telling me to cheer up. I say there's no point to it.
I feel blessed and grateful to know you too. You too don't judge me for what I say, do or believe...because pretty much we're both the same.
And I never thought I could talk to ANYONE about religion and my views on it (even my mother gives me the look when I talk about religion to her).
I sayang you lots too. Thanks for making me feel better =)
(who said you suck at cheering people up?)
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