The life that I knew is through.

I'm deflecting. Don't ask me why but I just need to. It's not a want.


~ TEAM POTATO OMG. AWESOME.
~ I'm optimistic about that now. To think that 2 hours before that, I was being a pessismist. WHAT A TURNAROUND.
~ Going to the library and playing with my colours pens makes me feel nerdy and giddy.
~ I think I'm in love again.
~ Then again, it could just be me being the only one feeling that.


Something serious is about to happen and I'm not sure if I can deal with it yet. Death may play a part in it.


Just feel anger, feel pain, feel the sun and the rain, just feel something, oh something.