It's only a matter of time.

For the sole member of the Comedy Club who appreciates my stupid jokes.

I don't know why the tears refuse to roll down.
I don't know why I am turning into this robot who finds it's an absolute must to put aside my own feelings and worry about others.
I don't know why it takes time for me to open up to someone.
I don't know why people assume so many things about me, most of which are untrue.
I don't know why I am everyone's favourite punching bag.


I don't know anything anymore.

I think I'll be okay. I just need time for myself now.