I already know.

I keep annoying someone in order to figure out what she's getting me for Saturday and all she tells me is "Nothing". Haha. I love you.

*****

Something in my wonky self is telling me I should just run off to bed and sleep.

Lack of sleep has done me more harm than good. I threw up last night after breaking fast. Not pretty.

Okay. I have not lost any weight yet, partly because I sense the monthly visit is coming next week, hence the flabbiness.

It won't be soon before long.

*****

I did the worst possible thing in the history of all the things I've done. I don't know why I feel bad now, I shouldn't, for heaven's sake! It involves some kind of stalking.

Bleh...I hate it when I do that. I should go bloody shoot myself.

*****

I feel sick again. I just threw up.

And I have a headache.

I need sleep.


God knows how I'm going to get through 24 hours without sleep if I keep wanting to sleep.

Focus, focus, focus!

**I used to have such a big phobia towards the word 'focus'. Stupid classmates and their teasings. Non-stop madness. Still, those teasings made me enjoy my high school life**